Yest..waited f0r ayul @ 0rchard..was surprised t0o see nads as well.Acc0mpanied ayul to 0rchard Towers to take her Cert.Congrats!!
It was still early s0 we went to Lid0 to eat.
Chit-chat while l0oking old phot0s of us during sec sch0ol daes. Haha..we were s0 different then.With the high pull-up s0cks and tightly tied skirts.
There was s0methin different abt us n0w. I dunno why. I just felt like we were not as close as th0se daes.
I felt s0 lost in the conversations 0f them. I didn't know what t0 say, h0w to react or what to resp0nd.
Quite strayed t0o.
I feel like i wanna go somewhere dat i will find Peace..where there are no fights, misunderstandings, arguments...where I can think clearly with a rati0nal mind..where my heart doesn't aches..where someone appreciates me even a bit...
Dat's rite..I am EMO..so what? Whatever i d0 or say, never 0nce i never been misunderst0od. And I hate it.
I always have to LISTEN to them..why when i NEED someone to listen to me, there aren't any?
I always have to APOLOGISE to them..but why my apologies are ign0red?
I always have to accept their weaknesses..but no0ne can accept mine?
I always have to tolerate their ATTITUDE..why can't i sh0w my atiitude as well?
Just leave me al0ne k if what u gonna do would just causin my heart break.
